An Addict's Journal

 Yestreday had to stuggle for an hour before i could blog. The goddamn site kept refusing to post my entries. The font colour looks awful, tried changing it a million times and failed. Today is my first day clean and God its awful at times. Went for 'the icons of london' by Greg London. Not bad for a guy who does impressions of singers. Got stood up by the girl I was supposed to see it with. Man this year sucks.

Trying to go clean for 2 weeks pretty ambitious.... the maximum ive stayed clean so far is 5 weeks. So it is pretty ambitious. Ha for the man with nothing to lose...but for now for today i am CLEAN.

I am an addict. After my latest high and the rock bottom low afterwards ive decided to come clean. Foolhardy maybe but i have decided to undertake the journey alone. ill post here as often as possible starting maybe on a daily basis. Its unchartered territory for me and I expect myself to slip up along the way... Honesty is the key i think. so here i am in the midnight hour starting on a journey with no end in sight.