The juggernaut rolls on... now the fourth day of the third attempt. In between bouts of depression and rare moments of clarity, I continue this perhaps pointless journey. On the bright side, comparatively, trying to hit on a girl at work. if there's anything in the world more confusing and unpredictable than one's own mind, its got to be the opposite sex. Now im pretty sure im not going anywhere with this particular girl other than flirting. Shes definitely my type, oh so my type , the kind i probably would have 'serious' intentions for, but for good or bad she doesnt seem that interested in carrying it to the next level. But then in moments of futility like these, i just console myself saying that im all for living in the present moment...enjoying every second...
secret shame: im addicted to sunshine...
'Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy
Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry
Sunshine on the water looks so lovely
Sunshine almost always makes me high
If I had a day that I could give you
I'd give to you a day just like today
If I had a song that I could sing for you
I'd sing a song to make you feel this way'
John Denver.
