It gets harder and harder to write here because l'ADDICTIONE is going on full steam ahead with no end in sight. Probably what i subconsciously wanted to do when i started the blog was to say that every day was a clean day. It has not happened im afraid. One thing ive resolved to continue doing is to be absolutely honest about this, though it makes me cringe inwardly. If you're depressed and dont feel like reading more , pop over to
potmonkey who seems to be doing a much better job in kicking her habit.
I just cant believe how im letting this habit walk all over me. A great philosopher once said you dont mature till youre 40, but ill be lucky if i mature at 60 the way things are going. The crazy thing is that all my friends/colleagues think Im perfectly happy. They dont know the torment im in...
no rest for the wicked...What it all boils down to is how bad you want the habit out of your life. If you really want to kick it, and feel very strongly about it, it really shouldn't be a problem, should it ?
angelthatfell
Just because you want to kick a habit, doesn't mean it won't be one hell of a rocky road.. Don't let slipups get you down, staying strong is the key to kicking it.
As another great philosopher once said: "Would you like me to give you a formula for success? Its quite simple, really. Double your rate of failure. You are thinking of failure as the enemy of success. But it isnt at all. You can be discouraged by failure or you can learn from it, So go ahead and make mistakes. Make all you can. Because remember thats where you will find success."